February 2012
Now I'm all up for equality but seriously, I think...
Like proposing. Call me old fashioned but I love the romance and tradition of the guy proposing. Personally I like the good ‘ol down on one knee speech, which luckily I got. I just thinks it’s a mans thing to do.
Women want to do everything else, why can’t we let them have this piece of romance to themselves.
Plus I’ve never seen a woman’s proposal be as...
Well I have my mojo back at work! Doing well on my sales this week AND insurance which I normally struggle on. Ha take that Miss Lazy-Ass. Yeah, you thought you were Gunna step on my toes and get in my way oooooh no no no. I might have been off form last week but I’m definitely on it this week!! Yeah man!!
On it! I don’t care if I’m know I’m leaving. I’ve still...
I wonder if any of managers wonder if I’m an ignorant bitch, or if just nobody likes me.
I’m always tucked away on my own in the canteen while the other tables fill up.
I can’t help it. I hate eating in public. It’s like some stupid irrational fear I have.
I just wonder what people must think when I’m so happy and chatty on the shop floor and such a, well,...
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Tumblr, keeping the spice alive in LDR :)
He’s only gone and made a Tumblr! We’re now one if those couples who both have a ‘naughty’ Tumblr :)
Good. That means I go back to keeping mine sexy and cute naughty and his can be the yummy hard filthy naughty.
Of course any of you who believe my sweet shy and innocent act, please ignore this post :P
omniduffer replied to your post: omniduffer replied to your post: So I put: Hey…
Oh, you’re preaching to the choir there - if anyone knows what it feels like to feel better in another country, it’s me. :D Just keep plodding along, but don’t let it drive you crazy - that’s hard to come back from.
It’s this town drives me nuts, I always escaped every now again (some might say run...
omniduffer replied to your post: So I put: Hey there future boy!! Do it’s the…
The trick is not to read into ANYTHING AT ALL in text form. Gauge his feelings from the spoken word convos. I learned that one a long time ago.
Yeah I already know that. I think it’s definitely more my problem, I can’t help but look at it negatively first. I know I shouldn’t and god I should...
So I put:
Hey there future boy!!
Do it’s the 29th of February fir you now then eh, you know there’s this tradition, perhaps it’s lucky, I dunno, but the 29th of February, as well as being an extra day in the year, is supposed to be a special day for brave women and well what I’m trying to say my darling is….
Will you marry me? ;)
(p.s I only ask cause I know...
Well my FB proposal didn’t go down very well.
:(
I was just trying to be cute and funny.
See, this is why I suck at being a girl. Especially a girl in a relationship.
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Oh in Australia it's now the 29th February!!
…So I asked K if he would marry me.
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I'm far too impatient.
If I can’t wait 2 WEEKS for my passport to return, how on earth am I Gunna cope waiting 6 MONTHS for my visa to be processed!!!
I hate waiting. Especially for something good.
Rar rar rar I don’t like to wish time away but seriously things need to hurry the fuck up!!
Omg so excited!!!
omniduffer replied to your post: poetdreamer replied to your post: I feel so bad….
What’s the obsession with having to see it? I never did understand that. Someone tells you you’re nice, you go ‘wow, thanks’, and then feel good for the rest of the day. Not stand in front of a mirror thinking ‘ehhh?’ (and yes, I’m a hypocrite. :P )
Um, I dunno. Just way I grew up I guess. If you...
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Laura
I think it’s the way it rolls Sliding gently from his tongue Flowing out over his lips Gliding softly though the air
I love the way he says my name, ……Laura.
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poetdreamer replied to your post: I feel so bad. I know how beautiful and sexy he…
don’t look with your eyes, look with his. :)
I try but his eyes work better than mine lol
omniduffer replied to your post: I feel so bad. I know how beautiful and sexy he…
Your logic is flawed - if you aren’t attractive, why do you have a FIANCÉ? You really wouldn’t have one if you weren’t,...
I feel so bad. I know how beautiful and sexy he thinks I am yet still I fail to see it. All I see when I look in the mirror is some plain Jane. I look at everyone else around me and I can see something beautiful in them that I don’t have. Even people who society class as ‘ugly’ I can see something beautiful in them. Yet I can’t see anything in myself. He tells me over...
“O my Luve’s like a red, red rose
That’s newly sprung in June;
O my Luve’s like...”
– Robert Burns (via graciouswords)
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Watching Watership Down...
…it’s going to make me cry, but I’m still going to watch it.
Whoo passport application is in!!!
Omg this is Gunna be the longest two weeks EVER!!!
But as soon as it’s back I can send everything I’ve got to my Visa Agent then get the next bit done THEN put the application in!!!!
I am so excited right now!!! I hope that celebrant woman confirms our wedding date this week!!!
Omg I’m actually getting married. This year. I don’t know what I’m more excited...
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Moments that made my weekend:
my 2 year old niece Darcey wanting to carry her new socks and gloves and sweeties in Tesco, being a big girl
her excitement about going on a train
the smile on my 1.5 year old nephew McKenzie’s face when he saw me sat at the train station waiting for him
Darcey holding my hand and rubbing her thumb over my engagement ring, I don’t know why it’s just a moment that’s...
I am such a brat when I'm drunk and don't get my...
I’m so used to getting my own way with men. I’m always so in charge, I just kinda take over. It’s their fault. They let me.
But he doesn’t. When he says no he means no and it frustrates me idont get what I want. But at the same time I’m kinda glad. I kinda like not being in control.
I am a serious fucking brat though lol.
I should totally not be at work right now.
But I am.
I am so not still intoxicated. At all. Honest.
Omg.
Why should I care? I am home. he knows I am home, but he doesnt want to talk to me. I could have gone with my riends, brother and sister for more drinks but no, I came home. But he doesnt want to talk to me. I have to go asleep because I have work tomorrow. If I hadnt gone out he’d talk to me, but he doesnt care. He obviously bussy elsewhere. I hoought he’d talk to me. I though...
Omg I'm going out!
I’m actually so excited!
Omg what if I’ve forgot how to dance, badky that is?
Omg I’m going out with my sisters and her work mates, they are all hairdresser. Okay two are male but I bet they are still better dressed than me eeek :(
Knew I should have had a shopping trip!!
Omg have done a gay bar pub crawl in forever!!! So excited!!
I have the opportunity to go out tonight.
I haven’t been out in ages.
I don’t know what to do.
The main thing stopping me is him. He’s unpredictable. If I go out he’ll be grumpy at me and go on about the money I could have saved. If I don’t go out he’ll be all aw you should have.
It’s not like he’ll be awake til I’m home anyways.
...
I had so much to do tonight, but instead of doing it I have sat and looked at wedding dresses!!! Oh My Gosh! I want one by Alfred Angelo, simply stunning. The more and more I look the more girlie I get :/ which is not good cause I don’t think he’d like me in a dress that’s too Princessy….but some are just sooooo beautiful!! Minds they’re made for beautiful women so...
Why do people who can’t eat properly have to sit directly infront of me?
Ew.
Things he says:
“your really horny ATM arent you?”
Things I wish I’d said:
“Actually no. At the moment I feel like a little girl. I just want to snuggle up and be somewhere safe. I want my hair stroked and my skin stroked. I want to just relax and be completely helpless, lost in my own little world with you until I feel better”
poetdreamer replied to your photo: The omg-why-are-passport-pictures-so-shite?…
I had one ID picture that won prizes on a Halloween flight. They wanted to see who had the scariest ID picture. My work ID had melted the picture into the plastic making me look very evil indeed… I finally got rid of that picture after 10 years.
Lol! Aw it couldn’t have been that bad!! Really?!
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deevinneintervention replied to your post: I hate the way a simple little audio note from him…
Could have something to do with your previous post! ;)
Lol yeah I am totally blaming that!!! Though I’ll tell you a secret, I’m exactly the same on ‘normal’ days. I think I’m just weird lol!
I hate the way a simple little audio note from him makes me cry. Not because I’m upset but because, well I don’t know why. I miss him so much and just hearing his voice….just what he says and the way he can make me laugh being 10,500 miles away. I’m sat here with tears slowly falling yet I’ve a huge smile on my face and I keep giggling at his message. Seriously,...
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Dear World,
Why is it all my freshly engaged friends have been to Wedding Fairs and are out trying dresses on and I haven’t done ANYTHING yet. I don’t feel like a proper bride-to-be-yet and it’s just not fair.
Love Laura.
Dear Laura,
It’s no fun on your own. Find some friends who give a shit (that aren’t in Australia) and you shall go to the fair!
Love, World.
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On another note. Once a month it is absolutely VILE being female. It’s disgusting. Seriously if I was born hundreds of years ago I’d be so disgusted and freaked out I’d kill myself. It’s just Gross. I don’t care how natural it is or what it does to my body. I don’t care how or why. I just want it to not exisist. Ever.
Ew. I’m the most...
I like playing Words with Friends.
No not because it helps me with my spelling, not even because it educates me about words I didn’t know.
I like it because it makes me feel social. Like I have proper real friends. Well they are friends. But I just mean, oh I know what I mean…
“N’er a day passes
when my thoughts aren’t
consumed by the gentle
caress of...”
– (via graciouswords)
deevinneintervention replied to your post: The closer I get to putting in this application…
I don’t know your full story, but in 36 days I’m also making a huge change by moving 800 miles away from everything I’ve ever known and it is scary! I wish you the best of luck
Ah thank you!! Same to you too :) Are you changing countries? Is that a stupid country lol…I am EEEK!!
The closer I get to putting in this application the scarier it gets. It’s good I’m excited it’s just, I’m leaving behind so much. I know I’m going to a better place, where I’ll be a better person, where the opportunities for life will be much better it’s just, scary. I’m leaving behind everything I know, all I’ve ever known. For my first...
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Whoo!
That’s all my documents done! Just gotta renew my passport now! Omg so excited :D
omg :(
Really struggling to find something for the 24th march!! The other bridesmaids, my sister and sisters niece-in-law, and I are going to take the bride, my other sister, away for a spa day type thing. Seriously can’t find anything in our budget and anything that is awkward to get to since none of us drive!!! Grrr….
Tried all these voucher websites but ideally we need something that...
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Watching Chicago....
LOVE musicals.
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Honestly,
Once this long distance is closed anything else I do in life will be easy. So very very easy.
Alls well in the land of love :)
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